Monday, April 18, 2011
I didn't go to Mass yesterday, not even the 'late' Mass. I'm not gonna justify me not going...I just didn't want to - feeling tired and depressed, I crawled into bed about an hour before the 'late' Mass started and slept until about 15 minutes before it was scheduled to end. Don't wanna go anywhere, don't wanna see anyone....just want to feel sorry for myself.
Then, I see this video this morning.
I'm an idiot. I mean, I've always known this, but sometimes I'm more of an idiot than usual. I don't understand why God puts up with my idiocy. Guess there is still time for confession (again) before Easter, right? sigh.